Im not insane

I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip
I'm not insane
This is nothing new I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane
I'm losing the fight
Come back again, it's almost easy
Mother said it all
You learned your lesson
But still you fall